It was early on that I decided not to decide. The choice back then concerned what I was to become: what I would study, which career I would choose, where I would live, if I were to start a family... In short, what I was to do with my life.

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The result is that I still today do not have a straightforward title or identity –– that I still exist between far reaching career paths, fields of knowledge and life styles.

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The reason for the paradoxical decision that time was because I was convinced that it was important. Still it is not until recently that I have come to terms with the extent of its significance. It is tremendously important because wisdom, know-how and skill have to reside and live somewhere: they only exist in a living person. Yet it is not enough to live; the capacities have to be lived by a human who is ready to receive and carry them.

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But how does one become ready?

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The answer to that question is everywhere and that is the reason why I have not decided. Still, I have decided that for as long as I live I will continue to search. Deeply and widely.